Random Babbage...this is what my soul says

I want Satan to stop tempting me, I’m on the edge of being happy and joyful and life becoming better, stop trying to make me angry. Stop trying to convince me that people are against me, stop trying to get into my way. Stop trying to convince me that people are insincere and that my Lord is not here with me. Everything is absolutely amazing and God has really given me more than I have ever or will ever deserve so stop trying to convince me otherwise. Lord banish these evil spirits of anger and worry and doubt. Take them away from me, Im crying out on the inside because I see what it is but I feel like its too much for me to bare. I should not feel so distressed when you have given me much to be joyful about. I want to praise you and serve you willingly not with a bitter and restless heart. Lord give me strength, Lord give me faith, Lord give me discernment, Lord give me ficus, Lord give me discipline, lord give me your spirit and give me you! I want to know you, I want to abide in you, I want to love you, I want to follow you, I want your guidance, I want your anointing, I want your path, I want your light, I want your manifestation of the holy spirit inside of me. I want to wear you on my skin. I want to be your child.